Crossroads

Life is always a Dilemma..
As Sun sets, and the day departs
I wonder Is It an End?
And on next Dawn, looking to new sky
I wonder Is it a new beginning?

Life is always about choices..
I find myself to a point where I find two diverging roads
Fear and the possibility of what might happen restricts me
Who knows what future stores for me
But the thought of unevenness puts me in dilemma

Life is always a new beginning..
But beginnings come to ends
I wish to choose pleasureful Autumn
But Winters are tend to seek in sometime

Life is about making decisions..
Decisions that may lead to you joy or strife
And every time I face the moment
I feel myself on edge of giant mountains

Life is a shell of risks, fear and courage...
Whatever may happen I have to walk-through life-
If it is dark silent nights or shining mornings.

I have to let myself free from preoccupied presumptions
I have to stop worrying where my decision will lead to..

Without spreading her wings wide 'the young mimic sparrow' would have never explored the heights..
I take a moment to realize, I shall accept risk, fear and the life with a hope to travel some more footsteps..
I shall wait to walk through tomorrows door to explore beautiful things yet to happen..

 I believe some day.. some road will take me to my destiny...

But I wont deny there is always a risk in this unknown Journey of life..
This life seems to be endless sea, but I shall keep exploring it, to find my sea shore..


 

Life.. Indeed unfair

I think I am losing sight.. distant objects are tending unclear...
suddenly I realise that my eyes are blurred out of water in my eyes...making my vision misty...

I see life smiling on me...making me realise nothing is in my control

Life-challenging me..to smile for the world..

when I am being pulled down by chains of great sorrow..

I am finding myself in unending trap of pain...
I don't see any way to get out of it...

I am unsure when that 'one fine day' will come and I can smile for real...

Is Life making me prepare for the worst!
If so I am ready to face..

But..O Lord in all this dealing ..please take care I don't get break completely

I am trying to fight my pain for that 'one fine day' but I realise I don't have a switch for on and off..
I am a human with all emotions which break me down again...

O Lord...please be slightly nice to me or make me robust and strong to bear anything comes on way..

O Lord...am not telling I am losing faith on you but yes Life is indeed unfair..