Life.. Indeed unfair

I think I am losing sight.. distant objects are tending unclear...
suddenly I realise that my eyes are blurred out of water in my eyes...making my vision misty...

I see life smiling on me...making me realise nothing is in my control

Life-challenging me..to smile for the world..

when I am being pulled down by chains of great sorrow..

I am finding myself in unending trap of pain...
I don't see any way to get out of it...

I am unsure when that 'one fine day' will come and I can smile for real...

Is Life making me prepare for the worst!
If so I am ready to face..

But..O Lord in all this dealing ..please take care I don't get break completely

I am trying to fight my pain for that 'one fine day' but I realise I don't have a switch for on and off..
I am a human with all emotions which break me down again...

O Lord...please be slightly nice to me or make me robust and strong to bear anything comes on way..

O Lord...am not telling I am losing faith on you but yes Life is indeed unfair..